Author: Kiiks

A few years ago, I was entangled in a friendship. It felt eerily familiar—like one I should’ve outgrown in my teens. The friendship itself didn’t startle me the most. It was realizing that I hadn’t emotionally evolved as I thought I had, hence this post. We focus so much on romantic breakups—the sobbing, the storytelling, the facade. We expect heartbreak in love, and we allow space for its grief. But when a friendship ends, the silence is jarring. There’s no script, no ceremony, just an ache that lingers. We are left to dissect the silence. We second-guess our worth. We replay moments and ask ourselves a question that rarely gets answered: What happened?

Friendships aren’t just anything. They are relationships we choose without the biological bonds of family or the cultural scripts of romance. Our friends are selected based on genuine connection, shared values, and mutual affection. When these bonds break, it feels like a rejection of our most authentic selves.

Why Friendships End

I will tell you why mine ended – conditional support, validation had to be crowd sourced. They preferred I was someone else, and the list goes on. The cracks were subtle at first, but widened with every compromise I made to stay connected.

Here are some other common reasons why friendships unravel:

1. Growing apart: We can blame evolution for this one. The friend who was your perfect match at 19 feels like a stranger at 30. For many, this is human growth and the natural trajectory of life.
2. Unmet Expectations: Let’s be honest- we all have expectations of our friendships. When these expectations are not met or communicated, resentment builds.
3. Major Life Changes: My parents used to say, “Ten friends who play together do not grow together.” Adulthood is a game-changer. Marriage, parenthood, career shifts—these milestones demand time and energy. And often, they force friendships to stretch or snap.
4. Betrayal- Need I say more…..? Some friendships end with a bang not a fade. These are the hardest ones to forgive or forget.
5. Burnout- Healthy friendships need reciprocity, and when there is a consistent imbalance, exhaustion sets in- a feeling of suffocation.

Different Types of friendship endings

1. Slow fade – definitely the most common. Shorter text messages, fewer calls, little to no invitations. This type is devoid of drama, leaving you wondering if the friendship is over or just on pause.
2. The Explosive End – …Not “cutesy”…! These friendships end with arguments, harsh words, and sometimes firm boundaries. While painful, this type provides closure and clarity on where you stand.
3. The One-sided Conclusion- One person decides the friendship is over while the other party is still invested, AKA “Ghosting.” The invested party is left wondering what they did wrong. You don’t see it coming.
4. The mutual Fade: Both parties recognize the friendship has run its course and naturally let it go. In a perfect world, wouldn’t we all want a mutual fade.

Processing the pain

Breakups will always be painful. Nonetheless, the way you break up or were broken up with makes a world of difference.

1. Acknowledge the Loss: Your feelings are valid; do not minimize them. The end of a friendship is a real loss that deserves recognition and processing time. Let yourself experience your emotions without judgment.
2. Reflect Without Ruminating: This is easier said than done. Think about what happened and what you can learn. Don’t get stuck in endless analysis, some friendships end for reasons beyond our control.
3. Resist the Urge to Vilify: This is tempting, but it rarely reflects reality and can prevent genuine healing.

Moving Forward

Healing takes time, but there are ways to support yourself through the process:

1. Remember the Good Times: If we are being honest, it wasn’t all bad. Cherish the positive memories and the ways this person contributed to your growth.
2. Learn the Lessons: What patterns did you notice at the end of your friendship? Are there communication skills you can develop or boundaries you need to set?
3. Invest in other relationships- Deepen meaningful connections with other friends or make new ones. Don’t let one ending make you cynical about friendship in general.
4. Practice Self-Compassion- Friendship breakups often trigger intense self-criticism. Treat yourself with the same kindness that you would show a friend going through the same experience.

Silver Lining

While friendship breakups are painful, they can be transformative. They teach us about our values, communication style, and resilience. Most importantly, appreciate the friends who stick around and show us what we truly need in our relationships.

Friendship , like all forms of love, involves risk. The possibility of love is the price we pay for the possibility of deep connection. The key is learning to hold our friendships lightly enough to let go when necessary. At the same time, we must hold them tightly enough to love fully while they last.

I will leave you with this: “Make new friends and keep the old. One is silver and the other is gold.” Drummed into my ears throughout my childhood, thanks to my beautiful mother.

Have you experienced a friendship breakup? How did it end? How did you navigate the healing process? Please share your thoughts and experiences below.

With quiet courage, from my heart to this page,

– Ekeoma.